ZixingcheArianne Zwartjes
a little red Chinese dictionary collects dust on the shelf. in it, the word zixingche, for bicycle, for razoring rides through a city aswarm with vehicles, deadly bees zipping and swerving. and the word for lake, hu, each character full of small arching bridges and lily pads, lotus, the ou we cooked so often in sweet sauce in our apartment above the honking street. farther back there is xiaoxiang, for the alley lined with vendors, red and blue and yellow tubs full of eels, frogs, or fish. the oil carts frying boazi, women in high heels sitting on the pavement with their wares, beside the stinky canal bejeweled in floating globs of black algae.
li jianhong, the li of ‘neighborhood,’ of libian, ‘within, inside of’— that li is not inside this small red dictionary. that li is found in one place only, a small city, small door, small bed, small face breathing out bits of air which slowly, molecule by molecule, make their way here.
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