Fool in the AtticGo ahead, try to ignore him, that gregarious wise guy in your head. Try as you might to bring your body under the discipline of the breath and use it as a drill to dig a well to the soul, again and again his incessant chatter will haul the bucket back to the surface. The Buddhists call him Monkey Mind, recalling the numbing scat of our hairy relatives in the canopy as we walk through the jungle of the post-modern world.
What he wants more than anything is to see you climbing awkwardly into the trees after him, narrowly missing his tail as he leaps from branch to wagging branch, mocking you with his screeching and wailing. Again and again you must return your gaze back to the path before you. Again and ever again turning back, turning back, imagining a Someday when the nerves in your legs don't ache to follow him.
© copyright 2007 David Denny
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